Tag: god
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The End of My Religious FOMO
Preface The reflections below arose from a realization that several religious claims I had always treated separately may actually be connected by a single underlying assumption. The claim that believers have a personal relationship with God, the claim that scripture is a kind of divine message, and the claim that the universe itself is grounded…
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The One, the Many, and the Absence of Gods
People sometimes ask about my spiritual beliefs and I struggle to answer concisely. My views are not conventionally religious, yet neither are they atheistic in the straightforward sense. I find myself somewhere between mysticism, pantheism, symbolism, and philosophy. What makes the question difficult is that there are at least three different levels involved: metaphysics, experience,…
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The Thin Metaphysics of the Steely Age
Triangularism For years I carried too much metaphysical weight: hiraeth, land‑mysticism, ancestral echoes, perennial philosophy, the ache for unity and eternity. All of it stirred something in me, but none of it changed how life actually works. None of it strengthened discipline, clarified duty, or stabilised a household. It enriched thought, but didn’t improve behaviour.…
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**Fatherly God or Cosmic Godfather?
The Emotional Logic of Evangelical Piety** Evangelical Christianity places enormous weight on the idea of a personal relationship with God. In sermons, songs, and testimonies, God is described as a loving Father who desires intimacy, listens to prayers, guides daily life, and delights in His children. This is the God who “walks with me and…
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Can Metaphysics Make Space for a God Who Loves?
For many people, metaphysics feels too abstract to touch the deeper human longing for a God who loves — not as an impersonal force or a pattern of coherence, but as a presence that desires intimacy, cares for the individual, and grieves their wounds. Modern thought often dismisses this longing as a wish for a…
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The Speculative Intersection of Christianity and My Metaphysics
This essay continues the thread begun in The Logos Weave and The Three‑Level Universe — but it’s more personal, less architectural. It’s written from the middle ground I now inhabit: sympathetic but unorthodox, shaped by years of devotion, disillusionment, and slow reconciliation with mystery. I grew up within Christianity’s orbit — its language, its rhythms, its moral gravity. There…
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God, Immortality, and the Problem of Evil in a Finite Cosmos
This essay is a companion piece to my earlier Logos Weave writings and the post on the Three‑Level Universe. Together they form a developing metaphysical tapestry — an attempt to think through the nature of consciousness, divinity, and meaning without dogma, holding both belief and doubt lightly. Where the Three‑Level Universe outlined the architecture of reality,…
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The Logos Weave: A Grand Narrative of Pattern, Consciousness, and Place
Every culture carries a story about how the world fits together. Some speak of gods, some of atoms, some of history as a march of progress. The Logos Weave is my attempt to bring several deep traditions into one clear picture: a vision of the cosmos as alive, evolving, patterned, and rooted in the land…